Friday, February 6, 2015

to the girl he’s with now : I fear for you

to the girl he’s with now:
he will kiss you like springtime and you will feel the sun chase away the winter of your bones. he will make beds into castles and his couch into home. he will be a safe space, a deep sigh, a caffeine jolt. he will spread your clothes on the floor and spread butter on your toast. and you will love him, because refusing it is impossible.
 
he will buy you the same gifts he has given to the eighteen girls he’s been with before us. he will take you to the same starry places he bit my lip and called me perfect. he will tell you the same secrets that he fed to me. i got high on it, finally felt complete. 

 
one day the texts stop, one day he starts standing you up, one day he only kisses you when he’s drunk. one day you’re crying with your arms wrapped around a bottle of vodka because you don’t know what you did wrong but he doesn’t really love you but you’ll still fucking die for him and
one day you’re alone at night waiting for him to come home even though you know he’s out with someone else who actually makes him whole and i know this because right now i’m writing a poem from the dark space of our kitchen with my bags packed but too scared to leave yet and i just know if he could ruin me, he could ruin you too.

 
you’re gonna be his little toy because that’s just what he makes girls into 
and i fear for you 
i fear for you
i fear for you.

4 comments :

  1. just passing by...

    this a lot of imagination pasted all over here

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    1. Its less of imagination and more based on the real life of a person :)
      Im glad you stopped by though.
      Have a great weekend! :)

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