Saturday, March 30, 2013

I MOVE AHEAD...........................!!



Have u ever been in love? Horrible isn’t it ? It makes you so venerable. It opens your heart and allows someone to come in and mess you up completely. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It’s a soul – hurt, a real get- inside you-and-rips-you-apart pain….

Well….. love is like falling down….. in the end your left hurt, scarred and with a memory forever…. But one question we all should think is that,” Why do we fall for someone, who really isn’t for us?”
Should we blame ourselves for falling for the wrong one or should we blame the one we fell for because they made us believe that they were the right ones for us?  I don’t know what is worse keeping your love for someone a secret or telling them and risk being rejected…… I guess the latter one is worst….. Well there is a reason behind the guess…..
It was in the beginning that he made me feel special; he made me feel like I meant something to someone, like I meant something to him…… From that point onwards I started liking him like hell!! He crossed my mind several times a day, but each of those times was accompanied with confusion …. How could a stranger become so dear, so important…..
But I guess I made a mistake this time … I didn’t even think about his state of mind…. Didn’t even try to know his past … didn’t try to know his feelings… Just started loving him…
It doesn’t matter anymore I guess ……

It’s time I let him go … and that’s hard to do because some part of me will be in love with him for the rest of my life ……

Well leaving back the last smile, the last conversation, the last love, the last goodbye, the last promise………………………….  

I MOVE AHEAD (or that’s at least what I think ) 
 "Sometimes the heart needs more time to accept
what your mind already knows"

Friday, March 29, 2013

Accident or coincidence ?

When it happens only once, it's an accident, but when happens again and again en-number of times, what would you  call it????     for sure its not an coincidence because coincidence happens once, twice, thrice but finally somewhere or other it ends....
But this one isn't such... don't know what would it be....!!!
Someone, once said, "THERE ARE NO ACCIDENTS WITHOUT INTENTIONS "
It's like, done purposefully but unfortunately it's not.
It's like trying to hurt some one on purpose, just because they hurt you by accident.

It's like a story of a driver who's just out of past accident, driving a car, wanting to drive safely but getting crashed with the same car again.. 

It's like you want to forget the tragedy of the movie but the hero appears right in front of you  when you are just about to forget the past horrible scene .

I hear many people saying that there are no such things like accidents or coincidences, all happens because someone wants it to happen..............

but if one thinks practically, the shit always happens 

Accidents and coincidence exist in the magical universe 
It's the situation which put's  us into confusion that whatever happened was an accident or a coincidence and till we try to clear the confusion, there's another accident or coincidence waiting for us...............!!  

Wednesday, March 27, 2013

The Story Of My Mumbai !



 Initially I thought about writing this post on Mumbai, then it hit me that what would I write about Mumbai that has never been written about. So I decided to write about my version of mumbai. From the sip of cutting chai to a bite of vada pav to the hustling local to the never ending crowd to the refreshing and mesmerizing marine drive. Everything about this city is so amazing. Its like you come in this city like a stranger and in no time it make you its own.
This city gives you exactly what you need- LIFE! It is the biggest inspiration in itself. Over here I've met different kinds of people here some very good, some bad, some crazy, some difficult to understand, some optimistic, some care free.This city has given me many things and one of the most important things are my friends.

 In spite of all this a friend of mine can never understand the geographical complexities of Mumbai. I don't blame him , many people get lost and never come out of this maze, we are all stuck in it.Looking for someone,looking for ourselves in the hoardings on the Queen's necklace , in the glitzy magazines being sold on the bylanes of this island city,in the cinema halls,in the suburban malls.I can keep going on and on,because this list is endless.

Distance is never an issue with us Mumbaikars. We can travel anywhere, everywhere and in any condition. Local trains are the perfect antidote for a lonely person. The number of Homo sapiens around you in a 7:30 Borivali local is directly proportional to the amount of red blood cells in a human body. Adventure sports anyone? I read somewhere on the net that on rush hours, around 14 to 16 people occupy one square meter of space on a local train. What an understatement! 

A friend of mine used to travel 60 kms everyday to study Science in a town side college! Now that’s an art!

Why Mumbai? Why don’t people go to any other city with their baggage of dreams? I believe that this city has a brilliant capacity to make you feel space for everyone. It never makes you feel satisfied of what you have achieved, you don’t have the time to sleep because someone else might be awake, planning to grab your piece of land in this city. A neighbour of mine was trying hard to become a Bollywood ‘hero’ since quite some time but the last time I met him, he introduced himself as an estate agent. But then, Mumbadevi’s office is working overtime to fulfill everyone’s dreams, some successfully, some less.

They want to turn Mumbai into Shanghai, they can never do that. Mumbai will remain Mumbai and
Shanghai can never become Mumbai!

My Mumbai was not scared when some miscreants tried to hold it to ransom. In fact, she was laughing at them. Saying,” Is this all you guys have got?” It is not that the people of Mumbai are Superman (even if they wished they were) to go back to work the very next day, it’s just that they had no other option.

So how do you define Mumbai? Like this – Gateway Of India, Queen’s Necklace, Virar local, Shah Rukh Kahn, Taj, local trains, Elephanta caves, Borivali National Park, Wankhede, Xavier’s College, Mannat, Dhobi Talao, Bandr, Marine drive, Suburbs, Amitabh Bachchan, Juhu Beach, Nariman Point, Jehangir Art Gallery, Dharavi, Prince of Wales, Tendulkar, Bombay, EROS, Film City, Virat Kohli, Barista, Arabian Sea, Mithibai College, Malabar Hill, Haji Ali, Cuffe Parade, Bombay Stock Exchange, St.Andrew’s college, Sea link, Bollywood, 26/11, Slumdog Millionaire, vada pav, youth, fun, glitz, money, glamour, success, dreams, failure, heartbreaks, life and much more!

Or like this……

According to official records, 18,830,884 people reside in this city! I know Mumbai’ not the safest place in the world, they say it’s ‘the next Delhi’. Though hate to admit it , it is the truth! Mumbai can become a better place if we strive towards making it a better place. And in the end I just want to sum up in these words, 

“Yeh Mumbai teri bhi jaan hain , aur teri bhi jaan hain , 
toh isko apni jaan ki tarha rakh na meri jaan”