The Last Text. (Part-4)

5/5/2015

Carie : I hate it here

Sent  5:30 P.M.

Carie : There is only person of my age

 Sent 5:31 P.M.

 

Carie : Except he doesn’t talk to visitors, he just sits in his room the entire day

 Sent 5:38 P.M.

 

Carie : So there’s no way that I can have a conversation with him

 Sent 5:44 P.M

 

Carie : Please get me out of here

 Sent 7:00 P.M.

 

Carie : I’ll do anything to sleep in my own bed again

 Sent 7:10 P.M

 

Carie : Even if I were to never wake up 

 Sent 7:11 P.M.

7/5/2015

Carie : Today I read that as you die your mind replays your life as if it were repeating itself

  Sent 5:01 P.M.

Carie : And that makes me wonder if I’m actually alive right now, or if my life is simply being replayed

  Sent  5:02 P.M.

 

Carie : When will it all end?

  Sent 5:04 P.M.

 

Carie : Will my life just stop??

  Sent 5:05 P.M.

 

Carie : Maybe I’m like a cassette. The tape will wear out and finally give up just like me

  Sent 5:10P.M.

 

Carie : And then, people will throw me away with little thought, just like an old cassette I mean.

  Sent 5:11 P.M.

 

Carie : People will barely know that I am gone

  Sent 5:30 P.M.

 

Carie : And now I can’t wait for this cassette to get over

  Sent 5:54 P.M.

  

Carie : I already feel myself wearing down

 Sent 6:02 P.M.

12/5/2015

Carie : I was with the boy from room 208, the one who wouldn’t come out of his room

  Sent 5:01 A.M.

Carie : And we smoked and talked about our past

  Sent 5:07 A.M.

Carie : The boy from room 208 and I, were forced to meet by our nurses

  Sent 5:09 A.M.

Carie : It was so similar to how we met, we were forced to meet by our parents

  Sent 5:13 A.M.

  

Carie : For us, we shared juice boxes and cookies

  Sent 5:14 A.M.

Carie : For the boy and I, we shared tears

  Sent 5:17 A.M.

14/5/2015

Carie : Today I heard the boy talk to the therapist, 

  Sent 2:00 P.M.

Carie : His name is Alex

  Sent 2:03 P.M.

Carie : And guess what, he’s just like me

  Sent 2:06 P.M.

Carie : He claims to have killed someone too.

  Sent 2:12 P.M.

Carie : I got Alex’s number today

  Sent 2:35 P.M.

Carie : Because he left

  Sent 2:40 P.M.

Carie : They sent him home

  Sent 2:50 P.M.

Carie : Why not me? Am I still damaged? Have they not given up on me as yet? ‘Cause they gave up on Carter

  Sent 2:51 P.M.

Carie : He is sad. Sadder than me too.

 Sent 2:55 P.M.

 21/5/2015

Carie : Today, while I was with the therapist I discovered my worst fear 

  Sent 3:04 P.M.

Carie : She asked me what I wanted to live for? What made me happy? 

  Sent 3:05 P.M.

Carie : I thought for a long time and said Alex. Alex made me happy.

  Sent 3:19 P.M.

Carie : And then I realized my worst fear. What if Alex left me? What if he died, just like you?  

  Sent 3:29 P.M.