When I opened my eyes from a happy dream.
I found myself in the middle of the ocean.
Sinking deeper and deeper in it.
I thought it was just another dream.
I tried to wake myself up but realized it was my horrible reality.
I knew it was the ocean of despair, pulling me in deeper inside.
I struggled a lot to get back to the surface and to get my life.
But I sank even more deeper as I didn't knew how to swim.
I prayed for help, I begged for it.
I saw faces of all those people whom I lived for.
I called for help one by one.
Most of them ignored me, some of them laughed.
And few of them gave their hand to me but I couldn't grab.
The ocean pulled me deeper, where I couldn't see.
There was no light, I was in dark pit, suffocating and struggling.
And in the end that ocean and pit became a part of me.